Today's bad day

yea this is great
guess wht =.=
its my worst day ever ==
rmb i told u my organs hurting?
it gotten worst when i went to school =.=

after the recess
we have to do assembly
when i was walking to the assembly
i figured out wht i had to do for my 3 folios
wth ==

i suddenly felt a big pain on my heart
since after my gf break up with me
i had this fucking sick
wht is goin on with me
my heart suddenly stopped and have a feel tht
im being stabbed by a knife
wth ==
i almost get killed by tht

am i really gonna die very soon or wht?
any1 can help me out
i dont wanna die so fast
i still have my dream
i wan to live longer

since this song i heard
everyheart from BoA
said tht

Sometime we will smile
Sometime we will cry somehow
Don't forget believing tomorrow never dies

understand the quote of the song?
me? i dont
i juz wanna know
if its related to my life
and
my self
i wanna know
wht is goin to with me
i need every1's help
to help me
find out
this kind of sick
i almost got my self killed

u guys are so lucky
can have happy times together
but me?
no
i cant
i cant even have a happy time
even if i smile
its juz a fake smile
my heart isnt smiling
only sad
for
ever