15th August 2010, Sunday

well another new week had came to us
i was wondering
wht was my life
ACTUALLY meant
i dont know
i just know i can find my old frens back
without any telling
i mean like
getting to meet him/her
in a place
without any ppl telling or invites

past 2 or 3 days
i found back my older frens
frens from S.K.
it means school for age 7-12
a.k.a primary school

i found them in facebook
what on world
am i really a old fren finder?
or wht?

i was wondering once again
who the hell was tht talking in my mind
my sick all we'rent with me again
tht was good
but
i dont understand
who is he
and what is goin on in the world of me

i wanna find out
but i cant
its hard
very complicated
i feel like wanna die just because of tht
and another reason
why i must face the dark faith?
cant i just face the light faith?

why?
im asking u the Gods!!!
why?!