22 August 2010,Sunday ~ wondered

yo guys
its been awhile
the dark riku has changed name
but
i wondered
something stupid
and it keeps bugging me

i wanna know
should i forgive those bitches?
should i let them go and continue my life as dark riku?
or continue my life as a dark hunter?

its just keep bugging me
i wanna get my vengence
but
i cant
i had a dream
talking to my self
said that i cant get my self down to hell
i need to be strong
fight them

am i really useless?
or
am i a darken-lifed man?
or
am i a person who only seeks for destiny to death?

its juz keep bugging me
i need ur opinion guys
help me out

i feel like wanna die
rather than living with this stupid life i have
being used so much
being harrase
what its it all about?
is it fun to be used?
is it fun to making fun around on ur fren?

i juz dont understand that

darken-life
darken-world
im no 1
only another piece of puzzle
that is useless
cant find his own life