Monday, 6th June 2011, 11:39pm -The Dawn Day Of Me-

hey guys
it's been a long time since i updated my blog?
well what ever

past few days i went to a cosplay event with my frens and my step-sister
well i think starting after exam
i was like way too dawn?
or have the feeling like im in emo mode?
well
until now i figure it out, yes i AM in emo mode

but what makes me have these feelings?
my career,my powers and my special ability

they ain't working well since that day

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH ME?!
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!

what's this?
what's more?
it's not like i'm going to have my self killed?
but HEY SORA !! GET A LIFE MAN!! COME ON YOU GOTTA WAKE UP AND KEEP MOVING!

U R THE ONE WHO TEACH UR FRIENDS AND STEP-FAMILY TO HAVE FULL COURAGE AND FAITH,
U ARE THE ONE WHO TRAIN THEM TO BE A STRONG ONES,
U ARE THE ONE WHO MAKE THEM REALISE WHAT THEY ARE DOING
WHY NOT YOU! YOURSELF?!

DARN IT!

i just wanted a happy and relaxing life with my friends
WHY CAN'T I HAVE IT?

these holiays
isn't the nice ones for me

IT'S THE WORST
YOU HEARD THAT?

THE WORST HOLIDAY AND YEAR EVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE

if who was able to help me with this
i will pay u back with whatever i can pay
promise !