30th July 2011, Saturday, 12:13am

well i guess...

the time has gone so far....

nothing really special happened

except for my scars....

they are like just getting worst....

oh well nothing much about it... it wont kill me anyways...

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-exam-

this is a HOLY SHIT

exam is coming

trial

O....M....G

really =w=

kinda hate things like this when the time comes....

but still...

we have to face it no matter what it cost...

it sets our future,hope,destiny and fate....

the acts of me is kinda weird these days anyways....

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-act one-

the act i was addressing about in the topic -exam- jz now is like this

the feeling inside my heart is blank....

i cant feel pity,worried or happy at all....

i feel like i am being surrounded by darkness?

no... maybe not...

maybe it was because of those memory lost....

i gotta break this fate and make this kind of things out of my sight as soon as possible

i have a feeling that it's not a good thing to keep this in my heart as a burden for my life...

every feeling that we have that we feel it;s a burden for our live must be vanished forever right?

that is what EXACTLY im going to do!!

my power,strength and courage....

hope,light,friendship and intelligence

reliability,love and lastly

sincerity....

they are all acquired by me...

i have all of the strength, i am not afraid of darkness

darkness will once again conquer my life BUT NOT MY GROWTH AND STRENGTH!!

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-act 2-

even though i have those specialities....

something will still be able to stop me...

but yeah of course i have to overcome it

sa...

who knows...what will it be

no one is perfect

everyone has weakness....

the only thing what i really appreciate is my friend's happiness

you guys gave me your happiness,encouragement and spirit to fight for myself...

you guys helped me when i needed help...

u guys cheer me up when im sad or not really in the mood...

really appreciate it...

thank guy friends...

watashi no tomodachi ni....

zutto zutto sugoii to kakkoii desu !!!

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