something went wrong
the exam is the week after next week~
still have like 8 days if we count off the holidays : saturday and sunday
well....
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-Pain in the Eye-
recently my right eye hurt
sometime my left eye hurt
i can see like there's something more worst is gonna be changed soon enough...
i just hope it's not what i imagined and predicted
what i only wanted is just a happy life with my friends...
but why can't i have it?
there's no doubt that someone planned something bad and spread it throughout the world...
but i trust my friends that they won't believe what the rumors says
my faith is in you guys...
just right today...
my eye hurt badly
it's on my right side...
damn... how could it be?
i saw a cut-scene about something like war between the human and other creatures
that WAS CREEPY
well whatever
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-Happiness and Sadness-
sometime i really get pissed with my friend
always playing with my name
they don't get what's the meaning of PAIN IN HEART
or could be named as HEART STABBING
well
that's nothing
if they keep on they will regret it though... i would never know what will happen to me when my inner self pumps up
the happiness is always like this
being joked around
being played with the names
is this actually a REAL happiness?
i don't think so...
because every person have their own hatred and personalities!
well i've been crying for help to seek out what is the meaning... the ACTUAL MEANING of happiness
i always say to my self that happiness is the key of hope and life for our soul
but what is it actually?
the scattered heart is like a far-off memories....
but the far-off memories is like a scattered heart....
what does this mean actually?
it does mean that my memories are unreachable
but the heart may be able to touch it
sadness are like darkness...
once the darkness grows inside our body... we might not able to get out from it
just like my condition now...
but with our friends who have faith in us!
we can breakthrough anything!
we can stand up and fight and destroy the darkness inside us
and we will control the darkness
purify our hearts
and go for the power of darkness's bright side...
the happiness will be formed...
is this what it means?
wondering forever and ever
it will never go off....
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