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-Saddening Time and Hatred Feelings?-
Distance pain and sadness feelings flows by my side again...
Memories of the past had once again take my soul...
Does the hatred really want me that badly?
Yes as my friend said, they won't leave me alone but my feelings are fighting against it..
What can I do to save myself this time?...
Do I have to do a selfish decision and tell them to break relationship with the person who will lead me to death?
No... I won't do that... I am sure there's another way to help this with....
Get a grip Sora!
Damn...my heart is crying again...
Sold in the great darkness fear....
What shall I do?...
Having the old feeling that my organs are being stabbed by my illusions and distance memories...
Once again I'll suffer for months....
I am myself who was called a psychologist is useless to protect himself from this...
Am I really called a psychologist if I'm in this state?
Questions...Hatred....Distance past....Path to the holy grace of light and the darkness realm of distance memories...
I am falling down the the distance memories of the darkness realm...
My heart will soon be perished and will be sleeping for a long time...
I wouldn't want that to happen...
Because it's hurting to see all those memories....
What can I do?!
Should I be selfish or is there any other way?
There's no other way except being selfish...
But I don't want it to happen...
Ain't happiness comes from the bond of another person and pass it down to another generation?
Coming to making choices are hard...
But I know there will be a lightening path for me to choose....
More pain are coming for me...
How shall I endure it?
Illusions created by me...
I couldn't fight back...
I need to lend a weapon to fight back...
But how?...
The second way shall be fight back the distance memories
But I'll need a weapon
Then where shall I find this so-called weapon?
Could it be my heart?
Could it be the reunion of my friend's heart?
Or...
Could it be the sword which is given by myself?...
I'll have to try fighting it again no matter what...
Risking my life again and again...
It's so painful...
What shall I OR Will I probably live on?...
To all my friends... Sorry for hurting your heart if you were to feel the wrath of my blood's flow and pain...
It's not a necessary attack from myself...
It was ACCIDENT attack of myself...
I shall use my sorcery and summon my beloved friend's heart and form a weapon that will grant my wish to stop this darkness lurking inside my body...
So give me permission my friends....
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