Friday, 22nd July 2011, 2:31pm

what do i have to say....

i've been crying for like days....
yea... it was a supernatural record... but scary....

through my friends.... they helped me...encourage me...
thank you guys...

well i guess... i've just been a burden to those shitty asses....
what i can say is just that those people DOESN'T CARE ABOUT THE PEOPLE SURROUNDING'S FEELINGS

well....

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-the person who can move my heart and help me whenever i am-

i just realized that there's still a lots of people that can help me...

like example
my sis,my best friends, the girl i addressing talking about in the older post... and more...
thank you guys....
appreciate your helps and encouragements....

hmm whats more?...
well i guess... i'm just a failure person,failure friend and a failure counselor with the ability of psychologist....

but thanks to you guys...
for encouraging me and helping me so much...

you guys are the best,,,
smile =)

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-the sad thing-

i was always wondering
why do so many people like to use me like a piece of paper
drawing stupid things on it and then kick it away or throw it into the dustbin?

do they have any sense about hurting other people's feeling?
like in my old school
the rubbish school named "smk bandar baru sungai long"
teachers at there always uses their student as a doll, hitting them as they like, putting rumors on them as they like.
what's so fun about it?

they never tried it before....

i believe the divine punishment will sure lay a finger on them....

they will get what they get...

like my lyrics of Melodies of Life says

          Our paths they did cross,though I cannot say just why
         We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye 
         And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
         Let them ring out loud till they unfold

this part tells me that...

the path they did cross on my path, we can't tell if they will cross it again...
while crossing the path we might met them, laughed together and held on together
but for a while... and then finally we say goodbye...

who will hear the echoes of untold story?
fakes stories will go off sight if we leave them ring as much as they could...


it is a very meaningful part... what for i've been crying?
why should i cry for nothing?...

    So far and away, see the bird as it flies by  
   Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky     
   I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
   Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings    


so far and so long....
looking at the birds flies by, gliding through the shadows of the clouds high up in
the sky,

putting on those sad memories and dreams on those wings...
let them fly far away from us and see what tomorrow comes...


this part... the meaning tells us.... just ignore anything coming....
write the sad things and bad things on the wings of a bird...
if there's one thousands of them just find one thousand birds....
let them carry the pain and fly it away far away from us

there's nothing to be fear of right? =)

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-the fear-

fear is nothing,
like my favorite song says...

well,
things are getting worst
but only my friends help me to stand up
and fight against the fear...

i want to tell...

thanks sis...
thanks guys...
thanks to you all for encouraging me,

you all are my favorites =)

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