Monday, 15th August 2011, 3:58pm

well i guess it's been a while...

today... rain again? well i guess it's really gonna flood this place if rain keeps on continue @.@

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-Story of Life-

this year's : 2011

i can say it's the most worst year i had ever face....

so risky that may risk my life over with something,

-Octorber 2010, 13th-

The date where i really get pissed off and start to get over with something i really hate.

the next day, 14th of October -- i got my mind conquered by a demon inside me until those words flying out from my mouth shouting at my parents and my whole house became so noisy and almost i had myself killed from that. Then, the 3rd day, 15th Oct -- my birthday almost came... and my life just keep going like that nothing really happened after that problem has settle down... until...

-November 2010-

My Birthday had past for almost a month, my life started to change for a little by little...

that time is where i became stressful caused of me realizing everything i did and started on a research on human... i became a psychologist at that time, and then some person came ask me for help of his family or whatsoever it is, i started to become a counselor....

Those stress are incredibly insane and i can say i almost got myself killed by stress...

-December 2010, 31st-

That day i enjoyed a lot in the church until then i started to realize that a lots of people has been toying me, even the person whom i believed that is called the whatso"GOD" has betrayed me,

i started to hate everything and become cautious, very very cautious...

That time i just planned on just have more fun with them and try to get a chance to tell them, but my fate tells me "one day, soon enough, that time will come..."

then i've been waiting, waiting and waiting....

-January 2011, 1st-

The first day of a year...

everything should be fine by now, before realizing what is going on, i've been going back to my old school which is sucked in hell... to retrieve my information.

Then, after a few days, 4th of January 2011...

The day of school registering and whatsoever it is...

i got really excited of going to this new school my sis suggested me...

but then something gone missing in the registration, i got kinda pissed off but nevermind,

the next day, 5th of January... is the day where i finally checked in and get my schooling started...

i almost got my schooling spirit no more with me, but thanks to her... who helped me...

i really appreciate that...

thanks to you, i can come this far for this year...

really appreciate it ^.^

-3rd Week of January-

I started making new friends in the class 3I

first of all, my old brother from my old school, introduce me to my friend, he came and find me on the 1st day i checked into the class... i got shocked of how he knew my name and when i think back of it, he's here in this school...

then day after day, more friends and more friends i'd make

-February-

Most of the class has started by i only got my free text books on this month

how funny is that? haha

well... on the 3rd week i guess, i got asked by a teacher "you can perform your skills on stage on someday around May, that is Teacher's Day."

i got really shocked when i heard that,

Oh yeah, before i almost forgotten this important part, let's put the part of this aside and continue with the fill-ins first ~

Seconds after seconds,

Minutes after minutes

Day after day,

Weeks after weeks,

Months after Months...

on the time of PE period

i'll just train my martial arts

but i got made fun from then until now...

from the first day i'd came to this school

since i was in the last medium class

can't do anything

but i really got pissed from that...

for over almost A YEAR !!!

THEY HAVE BEEN MAKING FUN AND TOYING ME LIKE A DOG AND A UNWANTED TOY!

Let's go back to the story...

hmm... where was i...

oh yeah...

After the teacher requested me so yeah i just get it to be a promise or whatsoever something like that~

on that time, i met a girl

who will be supporting the team for the performance...

she was funny for me, although she says she's blur but i don't think so

for sure yeah she did once ~ hahaha ^^

-March-

The 3rd month had arrived...

and the training is almost beginning

but then, something really messed up~

i thought that this month will be starting to train until the time comes : that is the performance...

but then the time keep on going and going and going, i've been trying hard to find people, and i managed to find...

i led them to stage and teach them sorts of things...

and on top of that, i've learned something important from the girl who's assisting me too...

i had a lots of fun learning so much things from them...

but that was not in the month of March~~

-April-

The month of April Fool is here

but only last for a day O.O

well not that fun ~ xD

So then, the training started on this month...

it's not really that late though...

well we keep on train and train

and keep on getting more excited but i can say we're sometime lazy and daze off OwO

-May-

The day has come

we're still on training UNTIL the day of Teacher's Day

before that, a team of my friend, the girl who assist me...

they perform the dance of chinese's tradition

i was like kinda nervous on that time because i never see or done or combine martial arts with that O.O

well i still did my best ~!

we did a lots of mistakes and some laziness ~

until then,

i was impressed, because of our laziness we're still manage to do the best of us!

i am really proud of them!

well so many things had finished while things are getting in my way,

-June-

I started to know some form 5 pros

i mean like

those person who's with white heart...

i'm really glad...

then i started to know a guy from japan,

i can't really see weather he has a white heart nor a black heart

i started to getting knowing him more and more

he's around like 19 or something...

then i started to hang out with him...

and i met her girl

who studied in my school

form 4 student,

started to hang out with them on those days of memories making...

-July-

This month is the month where i was kinda pissed

i keep on getting betrayed,toyed, and used then trashed aside...

i really got pissed...

treating them so nice and they treat me like this...

what friend is like is only helping others and making jokes

but not overdoing it...

things started to get more chaos than ever...

until the next month

the real chaos had started

-August-

Those so-called "FRIENDS"

made something i really got pissed off and post online

i really have no face on going out to the world!

the fight has started just right last week, tuesday i think!

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-Questioning-

Is my life really this harsh and risky?

can't i just have a normal life to live with?

can't i just have a world without traitors?!

can't i just have friends who would help me when i need?!

can't i just have anything i wanted?!

damn this world !

in addition

u've been raining for 3 days NON STOP !

that really got me pissed off !

a rain that is heavy like hell that cause hurricane?!