Friday, 2nd September 2011, 10:44am

Today, is the second day of the month of Sept.
something just happened not long ago...

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-What are friendship and happiness?-

My friend just invited me to go bowling together tomorrow....
But I rejected it because I don't want it to happen again...
Not gonna tell anyone what has happened few months ago...
I just tried to get out of the idiocy and stupidity black hole to prevent things going insane...
Just then, my act... was half succeeded, and my friend show me the photo of the toyer's face...
My tears just drop down... thought of my old times having happy time with them....

I was being too trustful to non-blood-friend-related and ended up being toyed,used and tricked....

I was always thinking what REALLY HAPPINESS AND FRIENDSHIP IS....

Why always do we get used,toyed and tricked?...
Why always do we can't get what happiness is?...

No one ever knows... but the "fake-so-real-GOD" knows!!
Always being used by HIM!(?)
Being toyed by HIM!(?)
Being tricked by HIM!(?)

Who knows....

Sorry bud... I have to reject your request because of what happened few months ago...
I don't want anymore problem to be caused and the main source will be me...
I would rather DIE if problems come up....
Sorry...
ごめんごめん gomen gomen...

Thanks for everything anyways friends =))
You all ARE THE BEST !!!

私は嬉です、だから。。。皆。。心配する必要はありません。 ^.^
私は　大丈夫です。。。。ために幸せをのあなたは私に与える。。。。
ありがとう　皆。。。