Friday, 2nd September 2011, 11:38am

It's not long after i updated my blog....

Now, i keep on crying non-stop for a reason... but i don't know who for and what is it for...

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-Sadness Cries and Consumes in Our Heart-

My heart keep crying for no reason...or maybe there is... but I don't know what is it and who is it for...
I keep on wondering what and who is it for....
And I end up realize that I was crying for my friend...
Whom used and toyed me...
They are the consumers of the human's heart....
They take the heart of a human and trash them away...
Like drawing on a paper and you made a mistake and trash it away....


Am I really just born for this?
Am I really just a piece of paper drawn in a bad way and trashed away?
Am I really just a living dead doll that can be used by people and trashed away when it gets bored?...

Do THEY EVEN THINK WHAT DOES FRIEND'S TRUE MEANING IS?!
I just hope... all my friends here... are all having a true heart...

Damn Sora.. what are you crying so loud for?...
Your tears...
Are so black... and red....
Black represents the darkness in my heart that has been consuming for a long time
And..
Red represents the blood of my friendship is becoming more dimmer and more dying than ever...

Am I just gonna die like that?...
The tears are not those tears normally we see... but it's RED and BLACK in colour...
Do those earthlings think out of a person's feeling before acting
I can say 99.99% ARE NO!!
That is WHY THIS EARTH IS SURROUNDED BY A LOTS OF DARK HEARTS !!!
And...

I SHOULD JUST DIE RATHER THAN LIVING ON THIS EARTH A PLACE WHERE IT IS FULL OF DARKNESS WITH NO HOPE AND LIGHT !!!!
私はこの地球が嫌い!!!!


I HATE THIS EARTH !!!
THERE'S NO ONE WHO ARE NICE AND CAN UNDERSTAND MY OWN FEELINGS!!!


YES THERE ARE SOME BUT IT IS NOT ENOUGH FOR ME !!!
I CAN SAY 
99.99% OUT OF 100% IS NOT A GOOD FRIEND...
WHO IS IT?
YOU KNOW YOURSELF !!!
YOU IGNORED ME!
YOU SAID THAT I AM ANNOYING AND GIVING YOU AN HEART ATTACK
YOU SAID THAT I AM USELESS AND I AM SUCH AN PUSSY
YOU SAID THAT I AM NOT FUNNY AND A BLANK PIECE OF PAPER CAN BE TRASHED AWAY
YOU SAID THAT I AM NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF SHIT
DO YOU THINK THESE ALL ARE HURTING MY HEART FOR A LONG TIME?!


IT IS NOT FUNNY YA'KNOW !!
NOW I ADMIT IT IN FRONT OF THE WORLD


YES I AM NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF SHIT
YES I AM NOT FUNNY BUT A PIECE OF BLANK PIECE OF PAPER THAT CANNOT BE REUSED BUT TRASHED AWAY
YES I AM USELESS AND I AM SUCH A PUSSY
YES I AM ANNOYING AND GIVING YOU AN HEART ATTACK
YES I LIKE TO BE IGNORED


YOU SHITS HAPPY NOW?
DAMN!!


THIS WORLD IS REALLY USELESS
YES NO ONE CAN HELP ME
ONLY THOSE WHOM ARE CHOSEN BY ME
NOTHING MORE ELSE
NO ONE!!!